She shapeshifts into a wild turkey, focusing on the environment it lives in. The turkey symbolizes shared blessings and harvest, and has a "third eye" for higher vision.
The male wild turkey keeps several hens, which are required to lie down in front of the male to draw his attention. She seriously doubts this human-like concept is what causes her to redefine her sexuality and rethink her sexual preference, but yes, she would much rather share a nest with another hen than a rooster or Tom.
The turkey hens share a nest with another hen for their eggs, which is another aspect of the turkey's shared blessing. She associates the hens sharing a nest, to the compassionate human gestation host method of conceiving a baby, which is also a shared blessing, where a child-bearing woman kindly carries a baby for another woman.
The feather masturbation lifts her feminist spirit to such a sexual height, she soars to orgasm. She is insulated, steering her own sexuality, inspired, and connected through nature to her feminist energies. Not only is she bonded with the feathers on an emotional, mental, physical, and spiritual level, but she is powerfully and wistfully aligned to her sexuality.
For yesterday's woman, it was such an antiquated notion that if she stimulated herself sexually to give physical expression to her inner feelings, it was considered verboten, because at this orgasmic inning of manual self-expression, sex became not the natural act, but rather her own gaspful style, optional of sexual intercourse.
If only yesterday's girls had learned to masturbate at puberty, before boys had entered and troubled their lives, and if yesterday's mothers would have taught their daughters the significance of becoming sexually self-sufficient, and to feel no shame in masturbation, then perhaps yesterday's woman may be clitoris-attuned. Yesterday's woman had wrongfully swindled herself out of her individual sexuality.
Sage's model of today's woman comprehends female sexuality is well-rounded in her head and shaped above her curly, or shaved triangle at the feminine locale at her waistline and diverted to her own heart, and is first earned by her alone by fucking her own self, using fantasies, then perchance graduating to a deserved sexual friendship with another woman. "Sharing the nest with another hen," means something altogether different in this sense of the phrase.
Sage's today's woman masturbates with no hesitation and acquires a self-performed orgasm without guilt or penalty, because today's woman comprehends female self-love is no more than a passion play of sapphic whim and sweet sampling where Sappho was said to have had her lips touched with honey in infancy.
Copyright 2005 Sage Sweetwater, firebrand lesbian novelist
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