This poem is me saying "I sure would love to sit majestically and enjoy the beauty of fall, but how can I when family sits lingering not too far away, wanting me to die?"
Thus the last 2 lines... Saying essentially - "I shan't ever give up... My heart won't let me, plus I'm still in love with the majestic beauty of Mother Nature..."
So you are indeed correct in a sense MIKE - I sure would like to get my freak on

But with who? ----> is really the question!
Thanx YAWL for taking the time to read this bit about my dreadful life!
Always LOVE!
Jacquii.