Mine! It's all mine!

Rubbing hands together in a washing movement...Mine...it's mine...it's all mine! Power! I'm a moderator now! Go ahead, give me a bad critique, ignore what I've posted, I've got power now!

Ok, I'm just kidding (you knew that...right?...I hope you did...). It's great to be a moderator though I'm still learning my job. To tell the truth though, I'm just doing what I did before with a little more responsibility and the knowledge that what I'm entitled to do on this site could easily be abused. Not that I would...hehehehe....

Anyone who knows me well enough, knows that I have a few health problems which take me away from my wonderful online family now and again. The worst of it all are the spasms which sometimes have me in a tight grip as they force my body to do things I can't do otherwise. I made a difficult decision, a few months ago, to get away from the people in my life who made the spasms worse with the tension they caused. It helped immensely. Now the damned things are coming back and they're giving my body hell again.

Tonite I was going over my email getting ready to go to bed. I'd been experiencing spasms all day, most of which gave no advance warning, so it was no surprise when one hit just then. It was the amount of tension in my body and the equally tight spot in my mind which was a surprise. What also got to me was the thought I needed to type, so I brought up Word, no easy feat just then and started typing. I was shocked at the rapidness of transition from spasms to quiet even as my fingers released the tight spot in my brain.

What came out was another part of a scene in my book and something which hadn't occurred to me. I haven't asked "Why me?" in a long time because I know the answer I received would be, "Why not?" In this scene, neither does the character ask that question.

What point am I trying to make? I haven't the slightest idea, lol. That freakin train left without me again, though it was fun writing this blog entry. I know that it's been said that a writer's first book, no matter the genre, will be autobiographical. Well...this is my first book...characters in this book do share some of my philosophys on life...some will even share some of my personality, good and bad...some will not. I'll leave it up to you to guess, lol.