Tanax

Alone

Yea, this is actually a repost.. I posted a poem before, that was made out of some lyrics. The parts I didn't write myself, I erased, and wrote my own stuff. This one I call alone. I think it turned out pretty nice anyways..



There's a limit of how much a heart can take,
I gave you everything, I trusted you!
Yet, my heart you always break,
why can't you for once, be true?

I wish you could see,
how much you mean to me.

Because eventhough you always hurt me,
you always remain,
I just wish you could see,
that you're giving me too much pain.

Everytime I give you out,
I never get you returned.
I feel like I want to shout,
but my spirit you've burned.

I'm sick of you,
I don't want you anymore.
Why can't you go away,
and knock on someone else's door?

I'm too weak,
I'm too shy,
I'm too much of a freak,
to even try.

You call yourself love,
I call you a desease.
A desease I don't want,
just go away, please?

Forever unwanted, I'm sinking like a stone.
Forever in pain, forever alone.

MsJacquiiC

Oh wow! I've been feeling this same way for quite some time now... It's interesting though to see it in print and laid out so boldly... This poem is heartbreaking MARCUS - There's just so much emotion and passion within the writing - I don't know what else to really say about this poem, other than to say - I can appreciate the passion with which you've written.

Thanx for the sharing

Jacquii.

Tanax

It's a pain in the ass to feel like this.

I feel like I have this weight on my chest. Everytime I'm happy, the weight drags me down again, into the depth of depression. I'm thinking about starting taking anti-depressive pills, but I'm not sure how they work, and if there are any side-effects.

Thanks for reading, and thanks for commenting!
I'm sort of glad you can relate, I mean.. it's not good that you feel like that.
But I'm not the only one who feels like this, woho >.<

Anyways, thanks.

mangodroplet

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Pills aren't the way. believe me. -.- It made a former friend's family more screwed up and dysfunctional.

*huggles*

You know, it's not the freaks who don't try. It's the freaks who do try :]
It's the rare people who know how to stand on their own and grab what they want

that's why it's so rare to find happy people in life-most people don't know how to get what they want (provided they do it in the right way, of course) :]

i hope it helped.
"(

*huggles*