
I lay in the impression your body once
made in our bed, wondering how long the
pillow will remain warm.
Silence only makes me hear you more,
the dark weight of the hours drag behind
me as I pray to an altar built on the edge
of my despair.
Like a mad woman staring into her secrets,
I reach for you through the shadows
wondering how long I will remain a hope junkie.
The slam of the door doesn’t abate my
hunger for you, the veil of your lips made
silent as my weariness follows the infinite
ache of alone.
Living becomes a stranger as I cling to
remembering what day it used to be,
your body a river I still yearn to drink.
Turning a deaf ear one last time,
you left administering the
lash, and I ended up eating the bitter bread
of banishment.
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