Creative Traditional:

[bloodletting_of_the_sky]

do you want the real truth? let me tell you a big secret that huants me... this world is three fourths filled with dumb blonds (so to speak)
those dumb blonds dont want to take the time or effort to learn the real joys of life... they would much rather delve into passing things like fashion, or gossip... or cable tv...
instead of nature... solitude.. art (real art not fashion junk) and above all.. music.
that's why i have a real aversion to those who think they're all that because they wear the latest baggy black cargo chain pants from Hot Topic.. or strap themselvs with a exsess of metal spikes and chains.. it's like they want to advertise thier suppose depression.. when they just like the style and the message and they really have nothing to be depressed about besides the fact that they're poser's who dont really have a clue...

i think i've said to much *giggles*... i'll shut up now

[Aumakua]

Lolz I hope you don't hate me xP Since i was born a blonde and i have my really blondish moments still. I also have those really baggy pants But my dad won't let me wear them outside Dx

But i do agree on you with that. The people that follow trends and fads... wtf for? They're pointless and make the rest of us look bad .____________. Sadly they're aren't many 'true' people left in the world at all =**(

[bloodletting_of_the_sky]

no i dont hate you for being blond.. i dont hate any blonds... i just dislike the "idont know anything and i dont care to know anything, yet i still think i'm better then you" attitude. and i'm not saying that you have that attitude at all.. in fact you are just the opposite.. i just hope that you never hold back... that you always keep digging to find the truth and look between every line of every word.. because there could be something left unsiad that could change everything.. and you wouldnt want to be the one left out of that.. never lose your thirst for knowledge.. it's the best thing God ever gave us.

[Aumakua]

Yay i'm not hated Of course.... digging is the only way to find yourself =D... unless yourself doesn't want to be found o.o... different story >.>;;;;

[deep_poet86]

This is the first poem I read by you, I beleive and it was so real and had such a strong message. I know how that feels. From the time I was 14 - 17 I felt that way, then slowly things got brighter, but sometimes it falls apart. I am somewhat stronger now though, so its ok to have those fall apart moments. This was a beautiful read, esspecially since I been there and sometimes feel like I am still there somedays. Nice work.

Gonna read more of your poems

[erikestabrook]

I feel the way you conveyed teh feeling of a suicidal girl really added so much to
what people think being troubled is, I enjoyed this, it'd be nice to get your feeling on another subject though, somehow I feel you'll even know more about what you hide from view

[JolieH]

One thing I really like about this group is the acceptance and understanding the members have for each other.

It's helpful to know that others experience similar dificulties and get the same reaction from the people who they try to confide in. I know in the past when things first started bothering me I tried to talk to friends and family. Nobody understood me, they just thought I had some depression or something. Then I felt worse. I felt sick to my stomach, maybe I am going crazy. I shouldn't say anything, now they'll look at me like I'm nutty. So I went to psychologist. She is a very nice lady and did have some helpful things to say but not a lot. I don't think she understood me completely, but she made a good back board, and I didn't have to feel like I was hiding any regret or secrets, I just got everything off my mind. I wanted to throw out all the garbage in my mind to be sure nothing was rotten causing this strange new emotion. She thought my confusion was partly my going to college late in life in addition to all the other pressures of life. Sometimes I believe that, other times it comes back like a food alergy of something.

When I read you alls writing, I realize, I'm not the only one experiencing these type of difficulties, feeling different than the people I've always known. I always wonder what the cause is, why me, and that's when I get really upset because I fell deprived of the answer. Sorry to go on about myself, this is about Riha, and I wish Riha I had the words to make everything normal for you.

Thank You Riha and all the rest for sharing, You are the all truely my favorite poets.

[Bear]

magnificent story poem Riha a true expression of your emotions through the ramblings of your mind. We all have been through it it well make you stronger and wiser
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