10-19-2011, 06:40 AM
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Age: 23 | Gender:
Location: Newcastle
Last Online: 10-23-2011 07:52 AM
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Accepted Insanity
In the vast wasteland of my mind i articulate my thoughts; they bind themselves, which manifest into my depression that refuses to be confined.
Im a cog in the clock of misery, its no mystery the endless cycle repeating itself just as history.
Time is unrelenting and each consecutive stroke of its arm is a tease to my inevitable disease.
Each day i live a disguise, a shade of my true being.
My reality consists of a spiderweb of failures, i desperately try to keep prying eyes from seeing.
An ephiphony of late, i belate that my entire existence is a burden onto others, grief of my selfish actions often smothers but not covers the fact that im inadequate in sustaining a coherant relationship, all signs of affection are in regards to my vessel, but equivocally my personality leads to an epidemic infection.
A perpetual flavor of the week, the idea of something more than just lust is bleak or betterment of life is meek with one whom id be complete is just a mirage.
Layers of regret and insecurity concealed within camoflauge.
There is a bonafide conclusion i will wander eternity alone, i will certainly need to learn to revel atop my isolated throne.
First i must overcome my sporadic beliefs of what ifs along with the unfairness of my presence to transcend amongst contestants.
Easier said than done when your world is spun, every breath i take im put to death on the stake.
Soon all the heartache will be the catalyst for my mind to break oh what a day that will be, when i can finally say im free
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