Miscellaneous:

[bloodletting_of_the_sky]

i just added a rose
to your grave alone....
i shiver in the dark moonlight
seems this night is cold
i wish that you where here...
you used to be my friend
but those years where so long ago
now i'm stranded
in this world, by myself...
i've lost my soul... no will to cry for help...
i've been broken in...
this world.... it's no longer what i imagined it...
i think from the earliest days
my heart had felt the wieght.
of no foundation.... the ground fell from my feet...
you where there to help me.. love myself againe...
but as soon as love was in sight...
i was knifed againe....
where did you go?
i've lost my home!
where is my heart...? i'm running cold...
no innocence... they say i will fall...
i've seen this life.. it's nothing that i wanted at all...
how am i suppose to change anything?
i'm lost in this black rain....
it pours donw on my head...
at your grave..
i gave up.. gave in...
when i found you dead in me....
all the hopes.. all my faith...
all of my dreams.. laid to waiste..
i will not fight it anymore....
because you... my soul.. your gone forever...

so take this sheet....
tuck me in for sleep...
only this time i wont wake up...
the end is just that...
the end...
on my last night...
i lay in bed.. cold.. no fight...
because i realized..
this world was my demise.

[Moonchild]

Now this I can relate to.
Wonderful spill of emotion, well expressed.
I'm feeling this deeply and understand.
I feel the same way. Love, love this write, thanks!

[bloodletting_of_the_sky]

i am very sorry that you can relate to this.. this is something that i wouldnt wish anyone to understand.. but the fact that there are people out there that understand these feelings makes me feel all the more lonesome... the world is in need of those who have it good to reach out and listen... but we dont get much of that

hugs and big thanks to you hun... i wish you healing... and pray for me.. as i'll be praying for you...

peace