The Light Has Gone Out In This Heart

deep_poet86 · 10-05-2007, 02:26 PM

I've come to realize my fears
are not forgotten
Forgotten is only a dream
Life feels so cursed sometimes

I think about how one friend just
walked out of my life and now
won't respond to my letters
Its like hes dead
I want to know hes ok
but I don't think I'll ever know

The scarest part is that I never
said what I felt to his face
on paper means nothing to people
like him
I want to touch and kiss him so bad
I cry all the time because hes gone
Why don't I know?

I found someone to pass the time with
but this is not what I want
This current relationship is not where I want to be
I want a life with the name that cannot be said

But

Maybe I just want to be free from the
whole world and all the people that made
my life misrible

Maybe is a word to wish for
Maybe never happens

Maybe someday the light will
burn again in my heart
And that is when I will be set free

By: Lee-Ann Wolsey
09/23/07
2:00pm

Aumakua · 10-05-2007, 02:37 PM

OMG THIS POEM *cries* Wahhhhhhhhhhhh It made me remember a guy i love that loves me back but... *sniff* He just suddenly disappeared i don't even know whether he's alive or not TT~TT

The Following Text Is Quoted:

I think about how one friend just
walked out of my life and now
won't respond to my letters
Its like hes dead
I want to know hes ok
but I don't think I'll ever know

I CAN SO RELATE TO THAT TT_________TT
Frikken awesome job on the poem!

deep_poet86 · 10-05-2007, 03:03 PM

Thanks

Yeah, it hurts a lot. This is dedicated to friends that I hardly talk to. And to one young man I have loved for a long time. Its one of those situations where you were best friends and told each other everything, then one day bam! he won't respond to my emails. The worst part is we told each other we loved each other, while being in relationships with people. I guess we drift apart sometimes and talk again. But I don't know whats going to happen this time, its saddening

Aumakua · 10-06-2007, 04:28 PM

Wow that sounds just like me =O But hey i finally found out he's alive and okay ^^ Now all i need is to hear from him his excuse.. if i ever hear it >.>;;;; <.<;;;;

I wonder how many other people can relate :O *huggles* I ish sorreh it happened to chu too =(