stardust

Hello to all my sweet dearest friends at JPiC Forum for Writers and Poets!!
Thank you so much, dear Mysty for your kind birthday wishes!! I certainly appreciate your loving ways. I wish I could be around more often, but I am unable to at this point. I am SICK...
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MY SWEET DEAREST FRIEND OF FRIENDS, TREE!!!! I send you BIG BIG HUGS!!!!
Thank you sooooo very much for coming back in here!! We all miss you so dearly. We love you sooooo very much, sweet Tree!! You are such a loving lady, a great poet and an amazing friend. Thank you for the birthday wishes, Tree!!
I am glad that you have seen this post and replied to me. It is a real pleasure to see you back, dear Tree. How have you been, sweetie?? How is your dear mother doing??...Is everything OK. in your life, Tree??... Some news about me: I AM SICK. I have a tumor (cyst) in my right ovary. It is getting larger and it hurts. Doctors said that I would need a surgery to remove the tumor and my right ovary. The operation will be October 15, 2008 in the morning. Doctor Paul will be the Medical Surgeon performing the operation in a small clinic around where we live. I don´t really trust these folks, you know!! I AM AFRAID TO DIE...You see, I suffer from asthma and allergy. My lungs are very sensitive. I have high blood pressure and tachicardia in my heart. My dear daughter is pregnant. She is expecting her third child in New York. I miss them all!! My daughter and grandchildren live in New York. I love them so dearly. I wish I could stay with them for the rest of my life...
My life will be at risk in the surgery. I am SCARED, like a lamb to the slaughter. I just can´t help being afraid. I am in a nervous breakdown. I feel very lonely and sad. My 2 dear aunts have recently passed away. My birthday gift was only pain.
I HAVE NOBODY IN HERE. I AM ALONE. I PRAY TO THE LORD TO HELP ME AND RESCUE ME!!
Please, all my dear true friends, PRAY FOR ME IN ANY WAY YOU KNOW, if you believe in the Almighty. God bless you all!!
(((Hugs and Love))) STARRY.

Mysty

Oh Starry....... I will pray for you hon..... goodness knows I understand the pain you are going through and the fear. I had a similar problem. I was getting cramps....... everyday for over 2 years and I finally went to the doctor about it.... They found tumors growing in the wall between the uterine walls. I had to have it removed. I too am asthmatic and I was scared of dying. I was only able to have it removed by abdominal surgery. They autopsied my uterus and found the tumors were cancerous. They removed my uterus and my cervix. I still have to have "THOSE" kinds of exams though to make sure no cancer comes back. So far.... God willing I am doing fine.

I know you will do fine too Starry. Just know ...... you are in God's hands and he only takes you when you are really needed by him for other purposes. You still have purpose here in this life so I believe you will be ok hon!


Love

Mysty

SarahNSH

Happy Birthday, Starry! I hope you had a wonderful birthday!

I'm really sorry to hear that you've been sick and I will keep you in my thoughts. Take care and I really do hope you will feel better soon and get well!

stardust

Oh!! Dear Mysty!! Thank you so much for your caring ways and prayers for me!!
MY SURGERY WILL BE DONE IN OCTOBER 22, 2008 IN THE MORNING. Doctor Paul, my companion, will REMOVE ALL MY GYN ORGANS. Doctors found something wrong with my blood markers of CANCER. So, they will do preventive medicine just in case.
I have been having lower abdomen pain, plus pain in my bladder. It hurts pretty badly, you know. I am having pain for sooo sooo long....This is the main reason why I just can´t sit down for a long period of time. I lay down in bed most of the time. I have hard times in walking too. It just hurts too much, sweetheart. Please, pray for me!! Please, pray for Starry. I am a loyal true friend, but I am very sick now, Mysty. I hope and pray to survive and to come back to my dear true friends. I suffer from asthma and allergy. So, I am in bad shape. Doctors will do the anesthesia in my back bone, instead of a general one.
I would like to be OK. in the near future. Ms. Tree has my home address where I presently live, if you wish to send me a post card from Canada. I´ll love it, Mysty!!
I was in Canada many years ago. It is so very beautiful there!! Well, pray for me, if you wish, Mysty. You can tell Ms. Jacquii and all my dear friends at JPiC Forum for Poets and Writers what is going wrong with me, and the reason why I do not post much lately. I just can´t sit down for long, dear. I am getting very tired now. See you soon, Mysty!! Send you all my loving on your way. God bless you always, Mysty!!
STARRY. (Monica B.)