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Oh!! Woooww!! It´s amazing the way you are, my sweet dear friends, sooo caring and sooo loveable!! Thank you sooo much for sharing your kind love and caring thoughts, sweet Gail, sweet Ms.Jacquii, sweet Ms. Kim and all dear friends at JPiC Forum for Writers and Poets!! I am sorry, I have just seen this post for me. I APOLOGIZE TO YOU ALL!!
I shed tears at this moment, for I am so touched by your adorable words of encouragement and moral support. I really don´t know what to say...I feel devastated, and you have no idea how things look like over here where I am. As far as much what I could do in this situation is only write about it, and let the words be out there for the people to know what is going on. I have been writing so much all this time about these things. I truly wish to touch people´s hearts with my words out, just to reach everyone out there in order to open their eyes to the world. My dear auntie Helena passed away recently at the age of 94. She suffered a great deal of pain of all kind in Hospital and in the Nursing Home where she spent the last months of her life. She was a great Concertist Piano Player and a Soprano Singer at Church, where she basically played. My dear auntie Neyfer is still struggling for another hour, for another moment, for another breath of life, life that she adores. She is unwell in Hospital. She is 96 years old. She has been through 3 surgeries in 1 month. She has been through so much pain, I may say more than pain, as if doctors and nurses have performed tortures in her weak body. Both of my aunts were tied to their beds taking so much pain, so that they would not escape from Hospital. They were not fed by the nurses. So, I asked a good neighbor to help them with mouth feeding and all their needs. I am not allowed to go there often, for I am sick myself. I suffer from asthma and allergy, apart from other health issues. The suffering they went through is beyond comprehension, beyond understanding...
My dear auntie Neyfer (96) has been fed with a tube attached to her nose into her stomach. She also receives some food and juice in her mouth, but just a little at a time. The care giver is by her side to provide with whatever she needs. The same care giver helped my other auntie who recently passed away in the same Hospital. Doctors have recently removed the catheter attached to her neck arthery, as a port of entrance for medications and fluids. I don´t know how my sweet dear auntie is still alive. I guess, the Lord is calling, but she wants to stay a little longer with us. I have been praying for my dear aunts to the Lord without ceasing for a long time by now. My words out and my pen are my best tools. I am a writer and I want to tell the truth...Doctor Paul (my long time companion) is the Chief Medical Surgeon of the Emergency Room in that Public Hospital. Unfortunately, I am far away from the United States at this point in time. There is little that people ca |