Dear Ms. Jacquii, Dear Nomad and Dear Mysty:
Thank you so much for giving me this Spiritual Poetry Award!! I certainly appreciate it so much. I really need some JOY, PEACE and COMFORT right now. I hope and pray that, I truly deserve what I am receiving from you. You see, I might not post as much as I used to, because actually, I feel unwell, not feeling well. I pray, to FIND HEALINGS BY THE LORD´S ALMIGHTY and HEAVENLY HANDS. I would really need a MIRACLE INTO MY LIFE; in other words, some kind of EMOTIONAL RESCUE and physical too, for me to have the motivation to keep on living and to go on. I am lonely, sad and into the pit of my despairs at this moment...
It is unbearable for me to live WITHOUT FREEDOM OF WILL, as if all doors are closing on me without the chance to see a better life one day soon...
At times, I feel that I would like to tell all the stories I know. However, I am scared. You see...On the other hand, Protection for Witness is the clue and the key to begin to listen to me, and the only possible way...I wish, people would care more for this World. At times, I feel so helpless and I find the Lord Jesus Christ living in my heart, consoling my tears and keeping me company in my lonesome life abroad. The Lord is the Lord of Hope, Mercy and Compassion. We could achieve Peace in Mind through Daily Prayers, the Peace that the Lord alone can give to us. The Lord will hear our prayers in His own time, and God´s Will be done. I would really need a MIRACLE now: TO BE BACK IN THE STATES AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE. I keep on praying and praying. I have been praying for many years. I would like to see some results of my daily prayers. I am a humble messenger for the Lord, and Jesus uses me as His Instrument to communicate in this World, while I stay alive. I know, it is difficult to understand me. But, the Lord reads my heart and He knows what I need. Up to this moment, my prayers have not been answered. I hope, one day, they will. Otherwise, I may die...
Ms. Jacquii: I spoke to my daughter CINDY. She lives with her husband, her children and her family in NEW YORK. I love them and miss them all so much!! She is going to send you some MONEY, in order to make CONTRIBUTIONS TO THIS LOVELY and FRIENDLY JPIC COMMUNITY FOR WRITERS. My daughter Cindy will send some money for contributions to help this Forum, on my behalf. Well, I am SO HAPPY ABOUT MY NEW AWARD. Thank you all in advance for your caring and friendly ways!! Congratulations, Ms. Jacquii and all Moderators and friends, for the great job that you all are doing for the Community for Writers!! I am so pleased to be PART OF YOUR TEAM.
Warm Regards, Starry.


