bloodletting_of_the_sky

you call it a weakness
to take note of all the indecent
motives and intent...
to display dislike for all those who have no sense of
responsibility..
to the lack of direction
to the lack of care
they dont seem to notice
how they are falling into disrepair
we cant dare make anyone own up
take the blame...
and all around us,
there are those who shine a spotlight on our wrongs

i am sick of pretending
that this isnt wrong
that i should accept
the unforgiveness that covers us all

am i to die lying down...
trampled on by your words....
am i to fade away..
of all strength and wisdom
am i to surpress..
all this wrath..
all this judgement
i want to let it flow..
like a river..
let the bloody rage consume me...

in my mind... it is right
to strike back
to bring to life
all the bitterness
that has haunted me
i've got nothing but memories
they stem the flow of my retribution
they think that i have no control
but the more i hold back what lies within
the more hate will devour my soul
i have decernment
irrational lashing aint what i'm about
i'm not likely to wage war on the insignificant
but i'll crush all that have put me in doubt

forget your philosphy's
forget your ideal's
i know what i've been through
i know what is here
it's a deadly force that has tried to destroy me
and i't s not of flesh and blood
these principalities
are what flood
our minds