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Old 01-08-2008, 11:15 AM
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Icon21 For fuck's sake.

Calan broke up with me last week, and it was a fucking pitiful excuse why too. He told me he didn't care what i did on new years eve and as i was working at Woodford Folk Festival i though, hmm maybe i should just stay another night and drive home in the morning when i'm more awake.

BUT NO! I chose to drive home at night, half asleep, in a fucking cyclone to be with him. I got home at 11:40pm and passed out for the night. I had no chance of staying awake another minute and he broke up with me because he was alone on New years eve. He was working, at a club, with hundreds of people around. And he doesn't even care what i drove through to try and be there for him!

Wat i can't understand is how he can still believe he's in the right, after all i've done for him and what i've told him happened that night. He's still too stubborn to believe that i was trying to get to him and all he thinks about is him not having his girlfriend there at work with him on new years eve. Who cares if she nearly killed herself to get to him, and who cares about her physical and mental health! As if that matters, when poor little Calan's feelings are crushed, even though he was probably chatting up girls the entire night! As usual!

What is it with men and being so fucking stubborn and obnoxious. I do fucking everything for that guy and he still doesn't give me the credit i deserve! I bought him a silver ring for christmas and got it engraved with "anna + calan" to show my commitment to him, and 6 fucking days later he tells me he will just give it back to me. How rude. I try my best but it's just never enough!!

What am i supposed to do now? Cry myself to sleep every night just hoping he will find it in his heart to forgive me for a crime i didn't commit? It's just not fair.



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Old 01-08-2008, 09:16 PM
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Open your eyes B&D ..... is this what you want to spend the rest of your life with? Truthfully.... how old are you? He is a lesson that will make you stronger for the real thing. Quit doing for him. Give him some tit for tat.... make him think you don't care! A man truly in love would not ask his woman to go through any of what you have said. A man truly in love cherishes his woman.. treats her like gold. Because she in turn treats him like he is the only person alive..... that he is her whole world. Mens egos are so large for the most part that they need that.

Luckily not all men are like that ..... and it is amongst the meager few that we find true love. So Girl dust off your dancing shoes ..... and go out and have a good time..... to hell with him!

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Old 01-08-2008, 11:05 PM
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Maybe you're right. The hardest part of our relationship is dealing with my man's bipolar disorder. It is such a centrepoint of everything we do, that it makes it so hard to work out our differences.



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and it sounds like there will always be some reason he disrespects you. Save yourself the years in a horrible relationship and find someone who will cherish you. Next time look past the hormones and find someone who can be a true friend and companion.
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Someone who loves you for YOU will not allow you to go through such dire straits... But it is the way of the world to want the relationship drama ((whether a conscious desire or unconscious)) ---- I too say dust of the dancing shoes and let him see what he's missing.

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*huggles*


You sound too good for him :|

The thing is....guys need respect, and girls need love.
Guys don't get that girls need love. they don't.

And......they sometimes don't understand that what we do for them is because we love them.

they can be hard creatures.
lol.

mmhmm. i'm thinking of becoming a nun.



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Becoming a nun?!?!? LOL

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OK girls quit hatin, i agree with the woman on this, dump the guy, but we all know you will go back again, why? The same reason he will again treat you like crap; programing!!!he feels loved that you try so hard, and you feel worthy if he takes you back; both are very wrong! First you are always worthy of being loved, and should expect no less, and this dumb ass; speaking from experience (when i was an in-sensitive prick) sets demands on you that are to his selfish advange, either way you lose don't play the game. And by the way, please do not become a Nun we need all the sensitive woman we can get, good luck