deep_poet86

Hi,
I am mainly writing this for everyone knows I am not dead lol. I have not posted in a while I guess, and don't come on the site everyday.

Truthfully the last few months have been hell for me. I have been unemployed since Febuary and still have had no luck! I have applied to tons of places, (for the 2nd - 3rd time even) I have been to a lot of interviews, but nothing still. So yeah I have been extrememly depressed. I am just getting by, only because my boyfriend is working at Burger King... Thankfully he is a kind sweetheart and trying the best he can to make sure all the bills get paid.

Anyways aside from that my best friend of 10 years is no longer my best friend and he still owes me A LOT of money, so at this pont I am certain I won't get it back, considering he owes my mom money too but this time won't pay it back. Whenever she goes in to where he works he just ignores her... Its ridiculas. I am so upset by all of this.

Due to the fact I am pretty much broke, dealing with him owning me money and just the depressed feeling of having writers block all the time Yeah.... This is honestly why I have stayed away from the forum for so long.

This depression is just sickening...

But anyways I just wanted you guys to know I am not dead lol and I am hoping to sign on more often now, I really missed this place.