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  1. Confused

    Wind WindXSaul

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    Selfish wish

    I kept without even thinking about how you felt. I'm greedy, selfish, crybaby, self harming and what more you put up with all of those things for so long. How come it took me so long to realize it?
    How come it hurt now that I've let you go and can never forgive what I've done?

    I can't believe how much I'm missing you. But I could never tell you the truth, why? Because I am to prideful to egotistical to even admit that my heart is torn, that my mind goes blank whenever I think of you, that if I was ever asked myself if I missed you I would say "No, I hate him with all my heart" but in my heart I know I'm missing you to death.

    I'm doing this for my own selfish gain, even if it means hurting you in the end I'll do it if it meant saving you. I don't mind becoming the bad guy, being the person everyone hates if it meant making you smile.

    It been to long since I've last seen you I wonder if you smile, I wonder if you laugh, I wonder if you cry, I wonder if you even think of me while your with her. I guess it can't be helped, I brought this upon myself and I'll keep hurting you.

    I know I'm going to run from you because every time I see you leaving I want to grab you and tell you never to leave me again. But I'm trying to save you, your smile, your laugh, and the happiness you gained with your own hard work. What am I saving you from? Myself of course.
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    Posted By Wind | Jan 16, 2013
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  2. Digging it

    JONATHAN living not existing.

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    I get every word you have said here though once again if its more systematic in its flow it is easier to keep up with however once again I understand how it feels to be a hazard to the one you love though just ending the relationship is not the answer because your smile and dreams and ambitions matter too so I guess it would call for some reflection as to what makes us the hazard and change within ourselves. Good stuff!


    Posted By JONATHAN | Jan 16, 2013
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  3. Confused

    Wind WindXSaul

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    Thanks. I wrote this trying to apologize to someone who I loved. I miss this person but now I've met someone else. Between those two, I have to give up the one I miss for the one to destroy who I was to be with the one I love. So pretty much it an apologize letter. But thank you for reading.
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    Posted By Wind | Jan 16, 2013
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